Born of the Gods is about to come out and I’m probably not going to get to play much. No luck on the job front so far between Trevor or I…at least not something we can rely on.
Worse than not being able to play Magic with my friends due to funds is knowing that I’m just one e-mail away from potentially being able to. And greater than just being able to play, I would be able to mostly support Trevor with just my position and allow him to write while working side jobs and doing the things he loves. As long as he could cover the student loan payments, I would be happy.
Yet, I sit here in limbo, stressing out over what to do, deciding on should we or shouldn’t we regarding moving in with my parents, driving myself further insane at work, and pushing him to get a job and probably put him back into previous depression. There is no greater gift for me than to see him happy, and he is happiest when he is writing and working on projects with people and being ambitious. Things that a job don’t allow you to do normally.
I will probably get to go to at least one event for BNG, so I will report back my thoughts. Thank you for listening to me rant in the mean time.